Last Updated on 20230310(17.13) by st.
Not to be so Romantic, but.
But, the idea was to stay asleep earlier than usual.
Which means that things have to descend deep enough that i stay asleep.
I wonder why anyone falls asleep. If it’s like falling in love, yes, i would over and over. But if it is tripping and falling into a ditch of sleep. So either you are bewitched or ditched as you fall asleep. Like a trap/spell.
Why would i rather stay asleep now and fall awake tomorrow?
So that i can fall in love with day again and just trip into it’s might gravity. Falling awake would be a realisation.
Staying asleep is temporary because stays are all temporary. Nobody ever stays at the same place forever, especially when they pretend to.
The lullaby sounds like a lack of deferral. A statis not deferred. A something that stayed. Stayed like a lover who just decided to stay back a moment before you were about to ask him to.
Stay as lofty as a pillow. Stay the breadth of a mattress. Stay the careful size of a personal diary swimming among the whole length of history and beyond. Stay just long enough that you always wish it stays just a little longer.